this is my visibility.

OCD is brushing your teeth until the gums flow red,
because the filth lingers longer than the reek of a bad day.

OCD is doing every in increments of threes or fives,
otherwise everything you’ve done is invalid.

OCD is counting the steps you take,
increasing or decreasing to make sure you hit the right number
every time.
always ends in fives or zeroes.

It’s not fun.
It’s not glamorous.
It’s havoc that wrecks the ship before it even begins to sail.