honesty.

i wanted to know how it feels.
how it feels to be the cause of someone's pain,
annoyance, aggravation. how being the way you are-
hurtful, annoying, aggravating, rude, obnoxious, etc.-
gave you any satisfaction. did you think you'd end up on
top because of it? does it make you feel like a better person?
oh honey.
i wanted to know how it felt, but now i just want you
out of my life for good. hopefully, that'll happen
sooner than later. i'm truly getting tired of wasting
my energy to look around to try and give you any
time of day.